BIsmillah..

sedihnyaa terpadam post yg baru! what a day! sighhhhh -.-"

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Terima kasih Allah kerana aku dilahirkan sebagai seorang Islam
Terima kasih Ya Allah aku sudah diajar solat sejak kecil lag
Terima kasih Ya Allah aku dapat membaca ayat-ayatMu , nasihat-nasihatMu, kalam-kalamMu yang maha Indah pada setiap masa
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana sentiasa berada di samping ku setiap kali aku diselimuti kesedihan dan ketika manusia-manusia lain tidak mempedulikan kehadiranku
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana sentiasa menghadiahkan sinar kegembiraan padaku dan membuatkanku tersenyum
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana senantiasa mencurahkan ketenangan yang sukar ditafsir oleh kata-kata apabila pertemuanku denganMu dalam solat-solatku
Terima kasih Ya Allah walaupun kerapkali aku lalai dariMu , Engkau tetap melindungiku dengan lembayung rahmat kasih sayangMu yang Maha Besar itu..

Terlalu banyak nikmatMu padaku yang lemah ini..

Berdosanya aku pada Mu...
NikmatMu selalu ku ingkari dengan perkara-perkara tidak bermanfaat malah yang Engkau larang..
Hinanya aku di sisi Mu wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Mulia..

Ya Allah sesungguhnya suatu hari nanti , pertemuan ku dengan Mu pasti akan terjadi
Aku ingin bertemu denganMu dalam keadaan Engkau redha padaku..
Dengan membawa hati yang bersih dan suci dari noda-noda dosa

Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memilihku antara jutaan hambaMu untuk lahir dan hidup dalam agama yang satu dan Engkau redhai ini..
ALHAMDULILLAH !!!

Cinta Yang Sebenarnya Cinta

The beginning of 2010

In The Name Of Allah The Almighty

It has been a long time since I checked my last post.. This 2010 I am being the busiest person/pupil in the world I think. After having a good and pleasant days with all my friends and new classmates , teachers and surroundings. Alhamdulillah.. Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan Yang Maha Penyayang, Yang sentiasa ada bersama denganku di kala senang atau susah..

It was a big surprise to all of form 3 students this year because there were some changes in the students's class position according to our final examination results last year.. I was very grateful to be placed in the same class like last year.. Alhamdulillah!
To begin with, I was dumpfounded and the news to me was beyond belief. At my thought, I supposed our teachers previous year were just pulling our legs to make us struggle very hard in the 2009 FINAL EXAMINATION.. Itulah takdir. Tuhan menentukan yang terbaik untuk kita.. The moral is never blindly ignore the teachers's words..

EVERYTHING'S CHANGING! As I said just now, my time becomes shorter and shorter,the clock is ticking extremely fast! My time is running out.. the PMR is going to approach me in few months from now on.. The good questions are what am I doing right now? How frequents do I spend time with my revision books? Its okay then. I already know the exact answers..

I gotta put a full-stop now since dusk is going to show off..

Muhasabah Cintaku

Nice day to remember..

Bismillah..

Recently, I was intelligently finishing my homework given by my lovely teachers.. Just imagine how the homework keep occupying my memory spaces as well as my brain network haha.. Now we know the power of Dini's homework hahh..
As we know, today is our first Muharram of 1431Hijriah.. The world is getting older and me as well. What good deed have I done in 14 years pass? the quantity is not the matter. the important is the QUALITY!!
The Good Quality is when we do it just because to get keredhaan Allah(ikhlas).. So, it will give an enormous and extravaganza good results if we do it continously insyaAllah.. Islam calls it ISTIQAMAH. Just now, I had watched the Indonesian drama named
"Jenazah Orang Istiqomah Bersinar".. The istiqomah man died in the Masjid after performing Subuh prayer with other Jemaah.. How can I say.. Pemergian yang dicemburui..
Im afraid I have become a 14-year-old girl but still with the old attitude which are ehmmm.... Only Allah knows how bad am I.

I just reminiscing my memory with my late father.. Have I been a good daughter to him? When I was in year 6 in primary school, my English teacher told us to buy the 'Didik Newspaper' every week.. I still remember my dad always bought me one every Sunday morning. and when I'm back from school , there is.... there's Didik on my desk. A deep thanks to u Dad. How I miss that moment

Every time after examination or test, teachers handed our marked paper to all of us. When I came back, dad always checked my English paper.. If I got good results, he always read my essays aloud while I could see he smiling proudly at me.. He always spoke English with all of her children and my mom as well.. Alhamdulillah!

How I have been missing that caring and tenderness light inside him.. Alhamdulillah Allah has gives me and my family such a wonderful and kind man to become our "Amir"(ketua)..
Alhamdulillah no words can explain my love to my MAK AND ABAH!!!

Every time I hear this song, it totally reminds me of my strong mak and abah.. They are my inspiration.. this meaningful song is dedicated specially to my parents.♥

Bertali arus dugaan tiba
Menakung sebak airmata
Namun tak pernah pun setitis
Gugur berderai di pipi

Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara
Suratan nasib yang melanda
Menongkah badai bergelora
Diredah bersendirian

Bagaikan camar pulang senja
Patah sayapnya tetap terbang jua
Sekadar secicip rezeki
Buat yang sedang rindu menanti
Segenggam tabah dipertahankan
Buat bekalan di perjalanan
Kau bebat luka yang berdarah
Kau balut hati yang calar

Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu
Tak siapa tahu hatimu

Biarpun keruh air di hulu
Mungkinkah jernih di muara
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu
Pasti bertemu tenangnya

A siren of realization

Lately, the siren of the ambulance kept disturbing my days.. but deep inside my heart , there's an overwhelming feeling of anxiousness every time my ear detects the stimulus. Perhaps I am thinking about one thing which usually make the hearts of human being not at ease.. That is DEATH.. After our last breath, we will be going to the other world which is unexplainable and unseen (Alam Barzakh). None of us in this world will escape from experiencing it..
Allah said in the Quran "Everyone of you shall taste death..."

Astaghfirullah......!!