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Sunday , 7 March 2010 , 21 RabiulAwal 1431H













To help and love each other sincerely to seek for Allah's pleasure.. We give and take :)

Tuhanku dan Tuhanmu hanyalah Tuhan Yang Satu!

Saturday , 6 March 2010 , 20 RabiulAwal 1431H

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang

"Seseorang itu belum mengenal dirinya sendiri sebelum dia mengenal Tuhannya , Allah"

Kenapa? Kerana manusia diciptakan oleh Allah Yang Maha Pencipta dengan sebaik-baik kejadian..
Terdapat banyak tanda-tanda Allah pada tubuh badan kita.. Maka tidakkah kita memerhatikannya?

Dan di bumi itu terdapat tanda-tanda bagi orang-orang yang yakin dan (juga) pada dirimu sendiri. Maka apakah kamu tiada memperhatikan? Adz Dzariyat (51):20.

Lantas apakah kegunaan kedua belah mata kita? Kenapa kita diberi DUA MATA dan DUA TELINGA sedangkan mulut kita cuma satu ? Pastilah ada tujuan yang tersirat di sebaliknya .

"Sebenarnya bukanlah mata itu yang buta tetapi yang buta ialah hati yang di dalam dada." (Al-Hajj :46)(Al Quran)

Sepertinya kita menyiasat dan mencari bukti kes pembunuhan seseorang , adakah kita tidak memerhatikannya dengan mata kita dan mendengarnya dengan telinga kita? Lantas bagaimanakah caranya untuk mendapatkan jawapan?


Allah mempunyai 99 Nama Yang Agung
ditelapak tangan manusia mempunyai garis-garis yang jika diperhatikan , sebelah kanannya ada garisan yang membentuk angka 18 dalam bahasa Arab
sebelah kiri pula ada garisan yang membentuk angka 81 dalam bahasa Arab..
sifirnya :: 18+81=99

Dan mengapa mereka tidak memikirkan tentang (kejadian) diri mereka. Ar Rum (30):8.

"Kami akan memperlihatkan kepada mereka tanda-tanda Kami di segenap ufuk dan pada diri mereka sendiri. "Asy Syuura (42):53.(Al Quran)

"Dan Allah mengeluarkan kamu dari perut ibumu dalam keadaan tidak mengetahui sesuatupun dan Ia memberi kepadamu pendengaran , penglihatan , dan hati agar kamu bersyukur."(An-Nahl :78)(Al Quran)

Di sini , disertakan lagu yang amat mendalam liriknya... Let's comprehend the meaning behind the lyrics together..

Maher Zain - Open Your Eyes
Look around yourselves
Can't you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let's start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you're feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

When a baby's born
So helpless and weak
And you're watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
الحمد الله
Alhamdulillah..

Can I have a chance to smell the air of eternal happiness?

Tuesday , 16 RabiulAwal 1431H , 2 March 2010

An inspirational touching story from a Muslimah like me.. I keep reading this story again and again.. It touched my heart so much.. I copied it from www.iluvislam.com , written by Nur20. Just to share with everybody ..

I remember it was winter in England and I was catching a train back to the city where I lived. It was cold, I looked out, White snow was falling lightly from the gloomy sky. The train was moving fast, and as it moved I could see grounds in white all covered up by snow. ‘Covered up?’ the word rang in my head. Images of hijab and headscarf flashes on my mind.

For the two hours journey, I couldnt sleep even once. There was too much on my mind. I was born as a Muslim. And I didn‘t pray five times a day like everybody else. I hardly could read the Quran. People could say I was illiterate in a way. Because at times, it took me a long while to finish even a short verse from the Quran. It was in Arabic and I was never taught Arabic, that was my excuse of not reading. I thought as long as you have a good heart that‘s good enough. And if you don’t commit huge sins, you’ll be fine. But what she said, made my whole perspective looked, vain.

I was from London and on my way back home to the North West region. My heart wasn’t at ease. What she said had made me thinking, and I was thinking real hard. She was a nice girl. ‘Be a true Muslim, and not just a Muslim by name,’ she said politely with a smile, but the meaning was intense. She was merely quoting and was not saying it to me but my heart was touched. What kind of Muslim, had I been all these while? I don’t want to be a Muslim and only by name. It doesn’t sound good either. As the train moved, heading to North West where I lived, I let out few sighs.

Few months after later.. ‘Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim..,’ I read out loud before starting to read the Quran. My web-cam was on. That night We were in the middle of Quranic circle. It’s an activity that we do once a week. Through this circle, we read the Quran in turns. All were ladies. Sometimes we get to discussed about the meaning behind the Quran verses and some Hadith from Rasulullah. It was amazingly fun and I never thought I would actually had fun doing religious activity. I was very thankful to Siti and her older sister because now I can read the Quran much better. And since then, I keep on gradually changing, I realised. How I view life has changed too, a bit if not much.

At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. Of course that’s still remain as a wish and I hope it’ll come true one day. My life is never this calm! I now wear headscarf everywhere I go. It doesn’t feel right without it. Sometimes that leads to guilt, when people sees my hair. So I wear headscarf whenever I go out. My social activity especially when interacting with men has also changed. I used to be friendly and outgoing, even with the opposite gender. Now I feel sort of afraid. Sometimes I limit myself from being too ‘friendly’ with men. Sometimes, I think twice before I talked to them. Is it necessary or not to talk now? Because Women can be a fitnah to men, I don’t want to build up sins.

I used to look for a romantic boyfriend before. I searched high and low but funny that I never really had a boyfriend until now. I used to ask why? The question is why. Because I’m not unpretty. But now I understand the reason behind. Having a romantic relationship outside marriage can lead to something that breaks the law of Syariah. All praise to Allah, I’m glad I never had boyfriends before. I’m not worried if I don’t find a guy any sooner. I’m not looking for a relationship anymore. And definitely not looking for someone based on how romantic he is. I’m going with the flow, after all everything about humans has been written. I want to fix myself first.

I read somewhere about ‘Mencintai kerana Allah’ or ’Loving you because of God’. It was a nice Malay blog entry. I am aiming for that kind of love now. It sounds more pure than romantic love, to me.

‘What’s your dream guy like?’ a friend asked me one day while we ride on a taxi.

I didn’t replied him immediately though, ‘and have you found him?’ he added quickly.

‘Why do you want to know’ I politely asked with a smile.

‘Well, only asking,’ he replied calmly. Then there were silent. The road was wet due to the rain. It was soon before the taxi reached my home.

‘Was he like me?’ he then added. He was hinting something, I knew. I’ve been waiting for this moment all this year. And this could be a dream come true, but..

‘My dream guy is,’ I began ‘Someone who can guide me, you know, he leads and I follow,’ Then I paused.

‘I can be the guy,’ He said confidently.

There was silence again, a long one. The taxi finally reached my home. I said goodbyes to him and walked to my front door. I wave before the taxi accelerated again. He smiled to me even though I didn’t gave him the answer. He was a nice guy but he couldn‘t be the guy. Because…

I want to live with a guy who could guide me, so that I can get closer to My Creator. I want a man who can lead as an Imam, in every prayers that we’re gonna do together as married couple. A man who would tell Islamic history as a bed-time-stories to our children in the future. I want a man who’ll read the holly Quran to me, to cheer me every time I’m down. That is my dream guy and before I can meet him, I knew I need to fix myself first.

One beautiful spring afternoon, I was at a function. There were many Malays all gathered. That’s when I met him. He’s not just decent but he has the characteristic of my dream guy. Every time our eyes met accidentally during the event, he quickly moved away his stare. That convinced me, even more. I knew he’ll be a good amir, a leader of a family. Secretly I prayed: O‘ Allah, I want that kind of guy as a partner in life. At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. I want to go to Jannah (the heaven) with him! I’ll wait here and I know the wait is worthy.

BIsmillah..

sedihnyaa terpadam post yg baru! what a day! sighhhhh -.-"

Banyak lagi yang tidak terlafaz di sini.....

Terima kasih Allah kerana aku dilahirkan sebagai seorang Islam
Terima kasih Ya Allah aku sudah diajar solat sejak kecil lag
Terima kasih Ya Allah aku dapat membaca ayat-ayatMu , nasihat-nasihatMu, kalam-kalamMu yang maha Indah pada setiap masa
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana sentiasa berada di samping ku setiap kali aku diselimuti kesedihan dan ketika manusia-manusia lain tidak mempedulikan kehadiranku
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana sentiasa menghadiahkan sinar kegembiraan padaku dan membuatkanku tersenyum
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana senantiasa mencurahkan ketenangan yang sukar ditafsir oleh kata-kata apabila pertemuanku denganMu dalam solat-solatku
Terima kasih Ya Allah walaupun kerapkali aku lalai dariMu , Engkau tetap melindungiku dengan lembayung rahmat kasih sayangMu yang Maha Besar itu..

Terlalu banyak nikmatMu padaku yang lemah ini..

Berdosanya aku pada Mu...
NikmatMu selalu ku ingkari dengan perkara-perkara tidak bermanfaat malah yang Engkau larang..
Hinanya aku di sisi Mu wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Mulia..

Ya Allah sesungguhnya suatu hari nanti , pertemuan ku dengan Mu pasti akan terjadi
Aku ingin bertemu denganMu dalam keadaan Engkau redha padaku..
Dengan membawa hati yang bersih dan suci dari noda-noda dosa

Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memilihku antara jutaan hambaMu untuk lahir dan hidup dalam agama yang satu dan Engkau redhai ini..
ALHAMDULILLAH !!!

Cinta Yang Sebenarnya Cinta

The beginning of 2010

In The Name Of Allah The Almighty

It has been a long time since I checked my last post.. This 2010 I am being the busiest person/pupil in the world I think. After having a good and pleasant days with all my friends and new classmates , teachers and surroundings. Alhamdulillah.. Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan Yang Maha Penyayang, Yang sentiasa ada bersama denganku di kala senang atau susah..

It was a big surprise to all of form 3 students this year because there were some changes in the students's class position according to our final examination results last year.. I was very grateful to be placed in the same class like last year.. Alhamdulillah!
To begin with, I was dumpfounded and the news to me was beyond belief. At my thought, I supposed our teachers previous year were just pulling our legs to make us struggle very hard in the 2009 FINAL EXAMINATION.. Itulah takdir. Tuhan menentukan yang terbaik untuk kita.. The moral is never blindly ignore the teachers's words..

EVERYTHING'S CHANGING! As I said just now, my time becomes shorter and shorter,the clock is ticking extremely fast! My time is running out.. the PMR is going to approach me in few months from now on.. The good questions are what am I doing right now? How frequents do I spend time with my revision books? Its okay then. I already know the exact answers..

I gotta put a full-stop now since dusk is going to show off..