Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Syurga duniaku

10 Syawal 1430H


Stick Figure Family at FreeFlashToys.com
(yang kartun ni dalam bahasa Jepun.. hihi)


ABAH MAK KAKAK BANGAH UTEH ADIK


Sunday, September 27, 2009

sunday 8 Syawal 1430H

LailahaillAllah

Thursday, September 24, 2009

thursday 5 Syawal 1430H

Family comes first

Bismillah,

Today is Thursday which means we are celebrating 5th of Syawal 1430Hijrah.. I don't know whats on my mind. huuuu since I have nothing to do so why don't I take this chance to write about something wonderful to me..(are u serious?? I mean I've got a lottttt of homework to do this entire week..hahaha) Talking about family.. it reminds me of my family. (Ape nii.. merepek je)

Family starts with F which can be described as fun , funny , fear factor, fancy, fasilitator, favour,fantastic four , financial department , .................... can I put a full stop now.
Anyone who reads this , please please and PLEASE .. don't bother reading it because I'm not writing or quiling any beneficial things here.. Just some of them. Nonetheless , I have a tendency to write in my blog because my hobby is writing and as we can see , typing is easier and faster than writing with a pen/pencil or permanent marker huuuu. Oh i forgot.. Back to reality I mean main topic.

I still remember Adam Sandler's acting in a movie..(actually ana tengok pun nak dekat habis dah) which scene that made me burst into tears unexpectedly because at that moment I was too sleepy. Adam is always busy with his work everyday. In his mind just work work and work I guess. He never take care , asking problems and having a good time with his daughter, son , wife and even his old parents..Until one day he and his wife divorced because of his attitude.. and one day his father asked him to go out with him as he(his father) is getting older and wanted to have some fun with his only son. He rejected it without looking at his father's face .. Perhaps he was busy with his work again..Imagine it.. How mean

Then tomorrow he was told that his loving father is no more in this world.. Actually this is the part when he was reminiscing his youth. How regret he was because of his stubborness and whatsoever.. So now he was an old man whom his daughter and son were always busy,too. One day at his son's wedding, he met his ex-wife .. Suprisingly she went there with a man who seems very closed to her. Well baru sekarang dia nak spend time and shows his responsiblity as a father but its too late I think. Thats it don't cry over spilt milk.. All of a sudden he fell on the ground because of his heart attack and was admitted to hospital.

When he awaked his daughter was waiting for him at his side. There came his only son asking about his father's condition..

Adam asked : When are you going to honeymoon with your wife?

His son : Ehemm, well I have many work in the office.. emm you know meetings... err my schedule is completely full . I will postpone the honeymoon since it is not very important.

Adam : Oh son! Don't be ridiculous( I just exaggerate it haha) Forget about the meeting and have your honeymoon with your wife..

His son: But dad.. I'm still with my decision. Dont worry

Adam : -sigh-

After having their short conversation , his son and daughter were going home.. He suddenly felt like something bad will happen if he don't go after his children. Without hesitation , he ran as fast as he could but still not fast. He was too weak that time with thousands of wires on his body(thousandskah..) While running he still could see his children and his ex-wife and of course the man were getting into the car. He called out their names loudly. Repeat and repeat until he fell onto the ground. His children realized it and run towards their only father.

Adam : (With a weak and slow voice) Honeymoon honeymoon. Go for honeymoon. Cancel the meeting...(while touching his son's crying face)

Son : Yesss daaa.. dadd.

Adam : Please take care of my wife and daughter ..

The man : Yea okayy dont worry (burst into tears)

Adam : I still love you now and forever.. I'm sorry

Wife : (crying) yea i know . Me too.. I'll never forget u

Adam : (nazak) remember whatever happens.. FAMILY COMES FIRST.. comes first.. (closed his eyes forever)

And that's when I was tearful. just because of one word that really extremely touch my heart.
My family to me is a wonderful gift from Allah.. THANK YOU ALLAH. Alhamdulillah!!
Moral of the story utamakan keluarga dan keselamatan

Sorry for my bad English..
I'm really weak in English

Until the next episode...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

tuesday 3 syawal 1430H

Alhamdulillah.

Bismillah hirrahmanirrahim

Dear readers dear Muslim and Muslimah.. I want to share with you and I hope we can keep it in our heart and soul forever insyaAllah. And practise it everytime because learning without practising is useless.

Para solihin selalu berdoa "Ya Allah , letakkanlah dunia di tanganku bukan di hatiku, dan letakkanlah akhirat di hatiku bukan di tanganku.."

"janganlah sekali-kali kalian menganggap remeh perbuatan baik sedikitpun, meskipun dengan menunjukkan wajah ceria di saat berjumpa saudaramu"-hadis riwayat Muslim.

Sentiasalah beristighfar kepada Allah sekurang-kurangnya 70kali sehari.

Sebelum tidur, bacalah surah Al-Mulk .insyaAllah terhindar daripada azab kubur.
Can I smell the LOVE?



current song; from mestica Destinasi cinta
Maybe, love is just unexplainable.. By the way , am I seeking for God's love? hmm this song suddenly makes me realized that love is toooooooooo meaningful+suci+priceless for human being. I mean our love towards our only God , Allah.

Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku... Ya Allah...

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Show me the meaning of being lonely




This is the first time in my life myself is covered and surrounded by LONELINESS. And it is completely different from what I had been through in 13 years ago. Now, I am truly understand how is it feels to become MR.LONELY.
In the past years , when it is time to celebrate Hari Raya , we'll take pictures together for many times.. until we get the BEST pose for all of us.
When it is time to Solat , we'll perform the Solat together(Jemaah)
And many more.
How I miss that feeling of extraordinary happiness when I'm with myFAMILY!!

But I realized the atmosphere in my house now is not like the old one. Every time when I wake up in the morning I can feel the emptiness inside me. Maybe the house is filled with less carbon dioxide and don't need much oxygen.(I mean people inside my house is getting lesser and lesser haaaa)
But, Alhamdulillah , Allah makes me feel this way right now. Because it teach me a lot about life. Also remind me that life is going to be tougher and tougher as we getting old.
THANK YOU ALLAH.. !

two great days Pictures, Images and Photos

I come to understand that whatever happens FAMILY is still number one.
Yet I still missing the suasana .
But still I have God in my life.. Say THANK U ALLAH!

KELUARGAKU SYURGAKU
USRATI JANNATI
MY FAMILY MY PARADISE
MA FAMILLE MON PARADIS
ALLAHUAKHBAR..!